I Never Dreamed You’d Leave in Summer
Inside our embrace are our graves
The way inside the pit is the peach
No, we never dreamed that they would leave
But their leaving dreamed us—
Here on this chair—ants between my toes
Afternoon sun on even my back’s back
Trying to affix words still long enough to walk through
There on that couch—latex bands cocooning your calves
Tourniquet your marathon legs to woo blood to the joints—
To forge beyond the mind’s limit
It’s summer—each thing teems with itself
Fullest shades—loudest stank off the blooms—
Juice threatening to burst the skin of its apricot
I’m ready, it all seems to say
It’s summer—hummingbird drunk and restless plump—
We lose what we absolutely can’t
The bluest sky yet beckons our beloveds
Absorbs them back and beyond this realm
Leaves us nothing but beauty and stone fruit
My friend, you are preparing now for your 4th race
You are the blackest lady above the hill
Your stride a liquid confident from which the ink
Of this very pen takes its cue
We are not preparing to finish
We are preparing to continue
Copyright © 2026 by Angel Nafis. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on June 29, 2026, by the Academy of American Poets.
“I was in one of the most radiatingly beautiful places. I’d look out the window to the mountains, the lemon trees, the lake, and laugh! So idyllic, yet I was also grieving my dad. That gorgeous weather reminded me of those first raw, startling days without him when the blue sky itself seemed a personal affront. My dear friends’ beloved aunt had just passed and the poem came as a kind of account of awe at that incongruous sensation: the weather at its peak pleasantness, the natural world voluptuous, and the griever bearing witness while the world literally opens. I wanted to hold her hand through the poem and give affirmation of the ways we find rituals to commit to life again and be with the changing.”
—Angel Nafis