Horse
I became his
horse meaning
for a minute
there I looked
promising like
a winner might
just maybe
he could drive
me someplace
special someplace
he wanted to
go or I was
already there
or if not quite
closer than
he was just then
and so valuable
or vault-able
either way hurry
up and neigh.
Copyright © 2023 by Lisa Olstein. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on March 29, 2023, by the Academy of American Poets.
“‘Horse’ inhabits a moment of metaphorical thinking—not metaphor as embellishment to thought, but as thought, as a means of knowing. The sudden realization that I was being used by someone registered as feeling like a horse being ridden, while maintaining a watchfulness about this circumstance and rider, as horses do. The poem speaks from this subjected subjectivity, not (yet) harmed, but awake to a complex unfolding. I wanted the lines to tumble down the page like a Jacob’s Ladder, one hinged to the next, simultaneously orienting and disorienting, the way meaning cascades through us in moments of sudden recognition.”
—Lisa Olstein