Gift

I bring my father his dream—
his daughter at last returned
presenting him the spoils
of absence—cash, gadgets,
a bottle of something
naughty but not-too-strong.

I bring him his legs
—sturdy, with brand new knees—
exchange them for the wheeled
chair I had sent years ago
when they finally failed
falling into a bowed “O”
under his weight.

I bring him back
the years of distance,
when our shared silence
made the ocean between us
impassable, our voices
lost to its crashing waves.
The days pour out our songs.

I bring him back our bear hugs,
playful tugs on his afro,
back scratches and laughter
that slaps both our knees. A mouth
hungry for whatever emerges
from his ever-bubbling pot.

I bring him his reflection
grinning though my face,
our matching squints and sighs.
I bring him back his name
unburied from my tongue—
Daddy, I say, I’m home.

Credit

Copyright © 2025 by Lauren K. Alleyne. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on July 30, 2025, by the Academy of American Poets.

About this Poem

“This poem is the product of two workshops. The first, with my dear friend and MFA advisor, Lyrae Van Clief-Stefanon, which started me thinking and writing about my father in relationship to my migration to the United States. About a week later, I was observing a workshop sponsored by Furious Flower, led by poet and Furious Flower Fellow, Gbenga Adesina. The theme was ‘home,’ and one of the prompts inspired this poem. Leaving home, apparently, is never a completed act, as the poems I’ve been writing, including this one, are reminding me when I thought I had nothing left to say.”
—Lauren K. Alleyne