The dandelions in the moment and then
It is. And needles don’t fall;
cones don’t fall. The soil keeps
holding the grass seed and the dune
sand beneath is still torn by thirsty,
wooden hands. By bedrock
is where will be my tenoned pine.
And the grass seeds don’t split,
their shoots don’t spill. The clouds
remain, widely. That locked closet
inside will never have its tumblers
turned. Honestly, all I had
was the only lie—that I could be
the one who evades. Sparrows
don’t fall, no owl falls. Left behind
are her thin hands, a box full
of ribbons, a bolt, a knife.
Photographs with anybody’s faces.
Hungry letters, angry letters about
a time and people and love that is
not. No image holds its meaning
within itself. Not one dandelion fell.
Please. Something did happen here.
Copyright © 2015 by CJ Evans. Used with permission of the author.
“I have a little box of objects that are very important to me, but are otherwise worthless. When I die they will become trash. These few objects that rely on the context of me to be valuable will be changed, even if nothing else is. The words in this poem came from William Faulkner’s As I Lay Dying.”
—CJ Evans