The Dance of the Lambs and the Birds

Green, and green, and suddenly 
            a light trapped in a soft shell.  
                       Above the city of Jericho, 

the chickens are coming home 
            to roost. I rewrite history  
                       and keep the apple where no hand 

can reach it. Sinai because 
            your breath is fear. Pisgah  
                       because your touch is hurt.

I am scared of all that I am  
            capable of. To break a body  
                       is to know it  

for what it truly is. You say this  
            is love, so I surrender my wants  
                       at your feet. To know a body 

is to break it wide open, and I have grown  
            to love everything about nothing.  
                       Out in the wilderness, 

the guard dog is eating a thunderstorm  
            and the night’s skin is an eye  
                       sore. Damn the consequences. 

I trace the lone graph of my body  
            and study its careful intricacies. Then,  
                       like you, I lift the nothingness of me 

above my head and tip it over  
            the blade of rocks. I do not want to bury anything 
                       I do not want to bury. 

Credit

Copyright © 2025 by Ameen Animashaun. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on October 30, 2025, by the Academy of American Poets.

About this Poem

“I have been drawn recently to rebellion and violence, and all the junctures where they meet in history, mythology, and the self. Again and again, we return to Adam and Iblīs, the apple, Musa, Jesus, all the reckonings they carry. Like almost anything, we return to interrogate the self. The persona in this poem resists the authority of the father and questions the very idea of ownership; of inheritance, the body, even of the self. Writing through these myths of defiance has given me a sharper sense of how violence and rebellion shape not just history but identity, the self.”
—Ameen Animashaun