Cycle of Sounds
Hickory, dickory, dock-- it began of course in the nursery. Mouth so safe--the tucked in repetitions that would make a child smile, absurd words-- how I loved the non- sense. The mouse ran up the clock. Then, the clock struck one. The chemotherapy is working. Her hair has not yet fallen to the dried out ground--just thins. I sit and listen as she retells her life's stories--hear only the fragile rhythms. The notes expand then stick together. The accordion of her years fans then shrinks to a small space. The music and the place will remain here after conversation is over. I run Down there every afternoon to check the minute and the hour hands, the drum and the pendulum, the weight-- to reverse the escapement. The mouse ran down, the mouse ran up. She's trapped inside the ticking clock, and I flail against the break- proof glass, not able to get her out. As ridiculous as it sounds hickory, dickory, dock.
Credit
Copyright © 2002 by Susan Hahn. Published 2002 by TriQuarterly Books/Northwestern University Press. All rights reserved.
Date Published
01/01/2002