Breaking bread with phonemes

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In the carousel of life,
they ride winged steeds to distant lands,
countries bob up and down,

Home is a phoneme that will stubbornly assert itself
in a new language,
                 slip in like a crumbling
glacier into the roiling sea of
vowels, conjugations, tenses, articles …
I will chant a hundred times ‘a’ as in apple, ant,
                     mat          a a a
                 their ears will hear the Wakhan ridge
call to them … hear the fading drum of the Hindu Kush,
                         they show up unerringly
glittering as stars in Orion’s belt,
        day after day
the light in their eyes
steers my course;
they haven’t learnt to dream yet,
desires dormant as mice waiting in the walls,
but I relearn the forgotten alphabet of
              beginnings
from their courage …
            if this table is a boat,
English is the oar guiding their course in
this land of ‘milk and honey.’

The tousled-hair boy has the purity of an angel (and wants
to be Shah Rukh Khan someday), the oldest in
her hijab exudes a quiet determination,
the middle one is in a hurry to conquer
the world, answers tumble
from her mouth unchecked 
                      like the willful Amu Darya,

                            they teach me to break
                                                                  bread.

Credit

Copyright © 2025 by Usha Akella. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on May 10, 2025, by the Academy of American Poets.

About this Poem

“In the summer of 2023, I taught three refugee Afghan kids English for six days a week. To encounter a slice of geopolitics across a simple dining table in an Austin apartment was ineffable. The poem, above all, salutes the courage of refugee kids and the [ability of the] human heart to forge bridges despite realities and narratives.” 
—Usha Akella