"When your eyes have done their part, Thought must length it in the heart." —Samuel Daniel . . . Thought lengths it, pulls an invisible world through a needle's eye one detail at a time, beginning with the glint of blond down on his knuckle as he
The Whole World Is Gone
Driving alone at night, the world’s pitch, black velvet stapled occasionally by red tail lights on the opposite highway but otherwise mild panic when the eyes’ habitual check produces nothing at all in the rearview mirror, a black blank, now nothing exists but the dotted white lines of the road, and the car scissors the blackness open like the mind’s path through confusion, but still no clarity, no arrival, only Pennsylvania darkness, rocks, cliffs, vistas by day that thicken to black. It’s sensual, though, too, and interestingly mental. What I do alone, loving him in my mind. Trying not to let imagination win over reality. Hurtling through the night passions so spent become facts one observes. Not tempered, just momentarily out of view by the body that perceives them. Turning that into my prayer: to be deprived.